why

why do i feel so weird knowing,
i thought i always wanted to,
now that im in the light,
i regret allowing myself to fall susceptible to you.

been really hooked on avril lavigne's when youre gone. i duno, somehow i feel like im living the song.
this sense of peace
yet a sense of unrest
wtf is gg on.

i pray for the day i wake up to clear skies.

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i know we were.