love

could it be true that

you fall in love with someone who possesses attributes you desire and lack
which makes this special someone different
the different views different expectations
become obstacles in a relationship
and you decide its best if you let go and set him free from a possible burden

yet again, true love is possibly when you triumph these obstacles together and see eye to eye
how much should one give before letting go
can anyone be entirely unselfish

friends say never let yourself get hurt in a relationship
protect yourself and never commit fully
because guys move on so much quickly than girls do however strong the girl is
but what if i hurt you?

i promised i tried
but behind those smiles
are tears i swallow back in
are the shivering ends of my lips struggling to stay up to maintain that smile

but somehow at the end of evrything
i know i love you
and somehow thats all thats in my head
no matter how tough it is

i can do it. i tell myself i will.

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i duno who to talk to sometimes
i feel so insecure
rejections
financing my uni education overseas
do they want me? what do they think of me? when are they going to call me? who has gotten it?
endless questions
i try to believe
wishing upon stars and everything i can wish upon
i try to have faith
i duno who to turn to
im so sick of crying at night
because i duno who to turn to.
i miss school
i miss my friends
i feel so tired
i just wanna run away from evrything

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