tidal wave of emotions

you brought me on a rollercoaster ride
i was so angry at myself

anyway

the whole uni thing is stressing me out, enough to cause the biggest pimple outbreak ive had in the whole of my jc life. serious. its embarrassing, i hate my complexion now.

maybe its the sun i used to love the sun so much but now i feel like the suns killing me whenever im in the sun. IHC netball was like soooooooooooooooo scorching hot i almost died. carmen said "shihui you just look like the suns killing you on court" hahaha. laughs. i probably was v irritated with the heat. sigh but yeah bw won. yay.

national day celeb was better than i expected, in a sense that i managed to have a great catching up (though stressful) session with resh and chupoks. hahha. all that talk about universities and the upcoming oxbridge applications. i feel so mediocre really.

so yeah a long break from school. hopefully my pimples go away. haha.

AND THE NEXT FEW DAYS WILL BE THE HAPPIEST DAYS OF MY LIFE UNTIL SAT MIDNIGHT COMES. boo. for 2 and a half weeks ill have to live without ><

STILL
i hate rollercoaster rides
why you