mambo

HIHI

mambo night on wed! haha like my second time after postprom and i must say its pretty fun! and yvonne's the best person to be with in a crowded club like zouk cause shes just so cute (:

had pretty much happy fun with siok carol von claire melody! haha that crazy guy who kept walking past us up and down up and down like for a gazil times lol. and nxt time we'll come earlier and get access to phuture before they stop selling anymore tickets! grar.

yvonne send me fotos! haha! (: claire has a nice cam that takes good pics in the dark.

got home at like 5plus and had to wake up by 9 for tuition! before rushing down to paragon to meet the rest for lunch.. my legs were like so heavy haha but we still shopped around in town till like almost 5 before me and siok left for novena to meet the luohan! AND SIOK IS SUCH COMPANY FOR SHOE SHOPPING HA. and mondo has like the best deals. so effing cheap omgs. like i bought a pair of pretty heels and flats for a total of 36.90. beams.

was great catching up with the lisapizza cause i just miss her. felt great just sitting outside nov sq chatting till eleven. we could do it again nxt week after your work shifts lisa! and come with us coming wed!! (:

anyhow anyway, trng tmr. hwachong. SUPER UNFIT. a pretty grave feeling. haha but im sure ill have fun still. friends and netball. <3 almost all i need!

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misses.

(:

((:
smiles.

i have a great life now.
i love (:

oh baby

its painful
to have made that choice
to try and convince myself its the right thing to do

its a good thing im sooo occupied with uni apps and a levels
but i know its not fair
and i try to fight that conscience of mine

it doesnt feel the same
though it shouldnt be any different

ive learnt about new things
my heart breaks
but i always try to mend them in time
or chuck them aside
but this time it really is in pieces and im still trying

wheres my future

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anyway, ive got new songs in my playlist (thanks shouyee!) and im really happy with it. can u imagine having to mug thru this period without good songs. but some damn emo and you know, influences my mood too.

was just thinking back on my 2 years. and maybe a little before that as well. i really miss the good ol days. SO MUCH.

i miss those days with mus hanis melia lemin charsu yuru in 401
i miss those days in sec1 and 2 with jenn mel lisa moni melia sara abby adeline denise yixuan xinyun stef shree bala vithya yuru debs omg everyone
i miss those days when we slept over at moni's just beside the presidents' residence (:
i miss those days when we had fun pe lessons with lindalim
i miss those days with anna manda melia in rgs
i miss those days when i get to go home with anna and manda with melia
i miss those days when netball seemed to be in every single day of my life
i miss NETBALL
i miss the team
i miss the training
i miss the sun sweat tears and whatnots
i miss having to shoot evryday
i miss gyming evryday
i miss the 5k runs evryday
i miss the netballers so much
i miss CAMBODIA
i miss the people in cambodia
i miss the past so much
i dont wanna move on away from school and uniforms and teams and friends and everything

i miss rgs so much. i miss netball so much. im feeling lost evryday having only one goal in mind which is to mug as much as i can till a's and hope for the best. i dont even know which uni i wanna go to though ive FINALLY recently decided on my early decision. and all e rest is left in God's hands.

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and i just pray that everything else will be just fine and ill have you back the way it was before. and we could laugh like we didnt have to care about anything and love like theres no tomorrow. remember the long bus rides? remember the movies? remember the ice cream? remember the mugging sessions? remember the secret sleepovers? remember your birthday? simple things. that mean the world to me. and im desperately searching them back.

i dont wanna let it go as well
but

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lost

lost

i feel so inadequate
my prelims
was just plain disappointing

i used to think i was capable of great things
but now im really doubting myself

i wish i could one of those smiling as well
i wish i never had to cry
and when i cried
i wish i had just someone
maybe you

pictures (:

my lovelies

happy bday shiwei. babylion.

i love my frens. (:

prelims

gosh its finally over.
friday.

screwed up chem mcq BIG TIME.
went in with too casual an attitude and yeah i paid a heavy price for tht.
oh whatever at least all's over.

im rlly stressed out over thurs though
results day
i think ill cry and huddle in my little shell and not talk to anyone
yes it'll happen.

anyway. post prelims has been GREAT.

friday:
RATATOUIEE with shiwei melia mus hanis <3
PICNIC @ BOTANIC GARDENS with my favourite pple. LANTERNS OMG. we played lanterns. (:
and HAPPY BDAY SHIWEI WE ALL LOVE YOU.
(pictures ill post tmr. rlly lazy now)

saturday:
nick (:
shopping (:
and more shopping (:

sunday:
TUITION! with the luohan and tara (:
then out with rench at robertson quay! zomg yummy food thanks lots.

monday:
lincoln!
ca yl glor!
more yummy food! (:
MPS MPS MPS! finally im back at MPS i so missed it!
and we left MPS at 1130 zomg! so late!

and tuesday (which hasnt come but is gg to come!)
pick up my sats books from town!
drop by forever21 and see if my reservation is still valid! the dress on the mannequin was loves!
GYMSESSION FINALLY YES GYM BURN FATS BURN with rench.

and many more happy days to come till thursday.
then ill be sad again. ): hahaha what the.

oh eff exams

bye

sigh

WOO math paper one tmr and im freaking seriously after that horrible paper during CT2.

ANYWAY I HATE ECONS I SCREWED UP bleah.

was looking thru fster when i was taking a break.. and i came across some photos that make me wanna turn back time.



LOVES <3



ZOMG hahah whats new, amanda.



pearlene yvonne kelda amelia jiajia michelle shihui carmen candera xinlei gillian amanda silei chuwen carol kim natasha RJC NETBALL 2007 <3

i think you can click to enlarge the photos.

cheerios.