lost

lost

i feel so inadequate
my prelims
was just plain disappointing

i used to think i was capable of great things
but now im really doubting myself

i wish i could one of those smiling as well
i wish i never had to cry
and when i cried
i wish i had just someone
maybe you

pictures (:

my lovelies

happy bday shiwei. babylion.

i love my frens. (:

prelims

gosh its finally over.
friday.

screwed up chem mcq BIG TIME.
went in with too casual an attitude and yeah i paid a heavy price for tht.
oh whatever at least all's over.

im rlly stressed out over thurs though
results day
i think ill cry and huddle in my little shell and not talk to anyone
yes it'll happen.

anyway. post prelims has been GREAT.

friday:
RATATOUIEE with shiwei melia mus hanis <3
PICNIC @ BOTANIC GARDENS with my favourite pple. LANTERNS OMG. we played lanterns. (:
and HAPPY BDAY SHIWEI WE ALL LOVE YOU.
(pictures ill post tmr. rlly lazy now)

saturday:
nick (:
shopping (:
and more shopping (:

sunday:
TUITION! with the luohan and tara (:
then out with rench at robertson quay! zomg yummy food thanks lots.

monday:
lincoln!
ca yl glor!
more yummy food! (:
MPS MPS MPS! finally im back at MPS i so missed it!
and we left MPS at 1130 zomg! so late!

and tuesday (which hasnt come but is gg to come!)
pick up my sats books from town!
drop by forever21 and see if my reservation is still valid! the dress on the mannequin was loves!
GYMSESSION FINALLY YES GYM BURN FATS BURN with rench.

and many more happy days to come till thursday.
then ill be sad again. ): hahaha what the.

oh eff exams

bye

sigh

WOO math paper one tmr and im freaking seriously after that horrible paper during CT2.

ANYWAY I HATE ECONS I SCREWED UP bleah.

was looking thru fster when i was taking a break.. and i came across some photos that make me wanna turn back time.



LOVES <3



ZOMG hahah whats new, amanda.



pearlene yvonne kelda amelia jiajia michelle shihui carmen candera xinlei gillian amanda silei chuwen carol kim natasha RJC NETBALL 2007 <3

i think you can click to enlarge the photos.

cheerios.

sick

im sick
very sick
never felt so sick in so long

my tummy has been so uncomfortable
and that headache
and that mildly disturbing fever
added up
its crazy

i was a wreck today
tried to do some math
couldnt do much

im worried
for my prelims
i cant fail
i dont want to
i want to do well

but i cant seem to intensify my mugging
im just moping my days away
seeing my As fly away

oh whatever my tummy hates me thats for sure
everyday it bugs me after i eat
i should just not eat and shrivel and die

GRR

i want teddys.

***

you took my heart away
when my whole world was grey
you gave me everything
and a little bit more
and when its cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you've become the meaning of my life

michael learns to rock - you took my heart away

<3

***

sigh
shihui is scared
i miss
you

i wish nights werent so lonely (NO SEXUAL CONNOTATION YAH LOL)

i need a break desperately

pookeywookey. i want to slp alrdy.